Burning NowHere - 34 decompression art-party
12th conceptual birthday of Shakhanin in the series
History
We spent four hours blindfolded, tasting dishes, sharing stories, and choreographing dances.
2015 In the dark
We danced, stayed silent, played games, sang, shouted, whispered, and moved in perfect sync.
2017 In silence and rhythm
Under the guidance of sous-chefs, we crafted cocktails, desserts, soups, main courses, and even stitched up a pike.
2016 In the kitchen
We painted the future and the past, debated meanings, told stories, and staged performances.
2018 Sensual
We directed plays, rehearsed, improvised, and orchestrated sound and light.
2019 With meanings
We watched a short film about me, and some of us spent a little time at home.
2021 Without anything (quarantine)
We trained neural networks, created art objects, and composed music and texts with the help of robots.
2020 Generative
We explored sex quizzes, filmed webcam performances, and embraced our kinks.
2022 SEX
We sought confidence in Inner Mongolia and staged museum takeovers.

2023 Immigration
2024 Business
In a D&D-style adventure, we built an international startup while simultaneously saving Earth from reptiloids.
2025 Death
We talked about life and death, tried to foresee the future, mourned, and threw a feast in the midst of the plague. Photos
Many have already guessed (since I've mentioned it more than once) that the theme of my birthdays is always connected to a stage in my life — what has been capturing my interest lately. This year I burned myself at a desert festival Nowhere, where I helped create an art piece and discovered new sides of my personality — not all of them pleasant.
What lies ahead?







We’re heading into a cooperative birthday where each of you can bring something of your own. We’ll live through these moments together, surrender to self-expression and art — and, of course, show off our most exotic outfits.
Will it be painful? At times.
Will it be hot? Absolutely.
Will we look our own and each other’s demons in the eye? We won’t just look, but more
How and where will it take place?


18:00 – Arrival Through the Dust Gate
19:00 – Choose your barrio. Secure your survival essentials, meet fellows.
20:00 – Ritual of Demon Invocation
Summoning your inner creatures and aligning with them.
21:00 – Meta Exchanges
Participant-led actions, micro-performances, creations, confessions.
23:00 – Dissociation Through Rhythm
00:00 – Acid Night
Explore the night’s art objects, drift into surreal conversations over tea and whatever else the playa provides.
Timing 20.02 (Friday)
Amsterdam, TBD
The space will be warm, with a place to change. Let go of your limits and choose the most extravagant and kinky outfit you own.
Place
Format and dress-code
Unfortunately, I can't assist much with tickets or visas. However, I suggest combining this trip with a vacation in an amazing city. Once we know the group, we'll sort out the accommodation.
Transportation and accommodation for those coming from outside Amsterdam.
The event starts on February 20 at 6:00 PM. Arriving earlier is perfectly fine. Later is okay too. An afterparty is planned for the night for those who can make it.
Time
Basic things about me
I try to disguise my birthday and give it significance through unconventional framing. Help me with this — enjoy the game.
1
This year, there will be fewer people, and many will be English-speaking. It's unusual, but migration policies and busy schedules have made their mark.
2
When I moved, I was genuinely happy I didn’t own a lot of stuff. I plan to keep it that way. The best gift is your tickets to get here, but there’s also a wish list below.
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Wishlist
I try to limit my physical possessions to 99 items. So far, I’m not doing great, but I’m working on it. If you think of something cool—whether related to the theme or not—feel free to bring it on.
Ballet
Credits for 1.5-hour classes at Zhembrovskiy Studio
Tickets to ITA or NDT
Tennis
Investment in my club membership
New bag or backpack (but not too big)
Style
All kinds of trinkets
Books and entertainment
https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/94711528?shelf=to-read (I have kindle, so e-book is ok)
FAQ
Ready?